Challenging Weekend

We just returned from a weekend away. We spent time with family and friends enjoying, or atleast attempting to enjoy large Easter celebration dinners. I for one was not prepared for the struggle I would face when all the foods I crave but can't eat were sitting in front of me. It was extremely difficult to watch others eat the foods I love, knowing full well they were off limits. I did indulge in a few small things like a 1/2 spoon of potatoes and a fork full of green bean salad. Unfortunately I did not realize how my body was going to react to some of the foods I would eat. I can say it will give me fuel for the next round to keep from even the slightest "cheats." Today was not a good day when it comes to symptoms. I am quite beat and not feeling the greatest. My body is rebelling against the foods I fed it. Tomorrow I begin the strict regimen once again which I intend to keep for a few more weeks before adding in some other foods. I will have those new foods to look forward to as a reward for all the hard work. Sadly enough those are simple things like sweet potatoes, small bits of wheat, and a spoon of honey here or there. Nothing all too exciting, but for me...it is a BIG deal. The road is long and up hill. I am tired, but know that there is no other option. Must keep moving forward despite my bodies rebellion and the temptations around every corner. This is for my health and well being. Too much is at stake. Lots of prayer and self control. Two things I need to improve upon. Maybe there is a reason behind all of this after all! Can only think of the verse..."All things work together for good, for those who love God and are called according to His purpose." I believe this is true. Someday it will be crystal clear.